The Probationer is an uncut gemstone of the A∴A∴ which will never become a valuable sapphire, or a brilliant. The core of the entire Superior’s work lies in this intactness. His job is not to abrade that magnificent stone, on the contrary. He is there to taint it so much that he can redeem it cheaply, on the market of gods and stars.
Implementation and integration form the supporting pillars of our inner temple, without which any serious spiritual progress remains futile. Even the Neophyte must carefully manage their personal work and, above all, their relationship with household members during louder invocations. Yet, for a Zelator, the question of integrating spiritual experiences into daily life becomes particularly crucial.
A note in the dream Diary does not serve to admire your phantasmagorias but to dissect them, measure them, probe them with the flame of childish intrigue.
Throughout the Probation, an Angel might express his nature in a single moment, in a dream or a lost thought, but in a manner that is completely incomprehensible to the mind of the Probationer.
It can be said that each Grade cherishes a specific relationship with the Diary, that there is a special thread that binds the Diary with a certain Grade, and that this thread has a different nature on each occasion.
Diary is not a record of your practice, but a record of your living soul, it is not a reminder of what it was, nor what it will be, but always and only what it is now.
Teaching is the best way of learning. The role of the Superior is to be a fellow sufferer, a wandering companion, a witness of the sacred act of the Oath which Student undertakes.
Thelema is a condition for every good Magick, not the contrary; only after understanding this a serious work can begin.
Analyze your magickal Motto. Realize how it manifested through Yourself. Explain how Liber LXV affected you and what is your opinion of it.
Describe the Magical Dagger. (Drawing or picture). Describe your experiences working with Liber HHH. Attach your Magical Diary to demonstrate your practice of Asana and Pranayama.
Meditation found in Liber HHH, which is particularly refered to the Zelator.
As further in the text, I am conveying to you the notes from my private journals. I believe that an insight into practical goals and achievements, even only as a poetical understanding, worths thousands of sealed Jinnis.
