LAM working, part 5

The Eleventh ray

All this Vision and Voice was so heavy and inexplicable that I will enter the record that it is shown as a Dragon, as it truly was; only that and nothing-but-that. His Slime and his Scale were this Vision and this Voice. This ray is partly received by automatic writing. Partly through the inexplicable knowledge that remains unwritten. But I remembered.

That is me,
completely in myself,
raped by light and blessed with darkness.

I am black in all blackness.
My name is from every woman and from every man.
My name is שט. Death is just my fantasy,
my phallus that grows every time when
Almighty Ra feels tired!

The one who shifts.
The one who rules.
That is me. One that is not dark as it seems.
I am exiled,
and I am dirty.

I am completely in myself,
raped by light and blessed with darkness!

Stars are mine and Moon is mine.
Sun is mine, and you are mine.
Nobody knows me and nobody sees me.
I am alone and God has renounced me.
He, who is after me and who is just a drop of my seed.

In my eye, Everything is Nothing!
They are afraid of me and they retreat from me,
But they all nourished from my poison,
with my holy sperm that
makes the heart darker than all darkness.

Oh, I am black in all black.
In my eye, Everything is Nothing!

I am completely in myself,
raped by light and blessed with darkness.

Now I will crush it all.
I am Shiva. Mighty Shiva.
I am Apep. Mighty Apep.
I know you.
I know you.
With my inhale, the world dies.
With my exhale, the world does not dies.
Open your Eye and look at me well
which I am Nothing.

I change the dream of love and the taste of passion
with that terrible, burial shroud
which everyone is scared of, which everyone rejects.
I will wrap it in everyone who is not from me.
Because everything is in me.
Because everything is in me.
How stupid it is, how nice it is.
There is no day, where there is no night.

I am completely in myself,
raped by light and blessed with darkness.

Set
Set
Set
I am Set.
But I’ve never been Set!

Nothing!!
Nothing!!

I am
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